Currently Playing The One By Frankie J., Frankie J see related

- How To Deal

So...its may 12th now...Two months from when I felt pretty good. =]. time has really been flying by. I'm really at a loss for words, so I dont know why I'm trying to do this post. I've really put a lot on my plate. I guess you can say I'm trying to keep myself busy so I don't spend time thinking about other things that would surely bring me down. So far.. Its not working..life is just getting harder and harder to deal with. Today.. actually in an hour.. I have a 3-7 shift at Jamba Juice... oh yeah i got a job at Jamba Juice....then right after i have a 715-1115 closing shift at PW..Luckily, I have tomorrow off from both jobs.. but then..

-Saturday I have a 8am-3pm shift at Jamba, followed by a 715-1115 closing shift at PW.

-Sunday 10am-7pm shift at PW,

-Monday 3-7 @ PW & 215-8 @ Jamba!? WTF! and Tuesday 6-10 @ PW & 630-1030 @ Jamba! FUCK!

 Ouch. i need to switch w/ some people for damn sure! so I started out with 16.25 hours at Jamba..now i have 22.25 hours!! This coming week at PW I have 24 hours!? I'm really sad to say it.. but I'm gonna DIE! I now know for a fact I am going to burn out. WISH me luck everyone.

anyways. yeah. that's my life so far. School...Work..Work..and Wish & Hope.

Well I need to leave to Jamba now.. so wish me luck everyone. I'm gonna need it. =[ Laterr.

So I have decided to finally sit down and make an entry.

The Winter quarter is over at DeAnza =] it was actually a good one... kinda. HAHA. I've kinda made a couple friends, while losing at least one. I ended up dropping my history class. BOO! oh well haha so I ended up having only two classes left. I feel very good about those two classes. I know now I got an A in at least one of them! about maybe a month ago maybe month and a half  the schedule of classes came out for spring quarter and I told myself i really have to focus and I have since then! congrats me! I really want to go to San Diego! Before I used to say I never want to leave San Jose...but I want SAN DIEGO! HA.

So anyways...yes I still work at PW. one guy Daniel just got promoted and Corey just quit.. so I'm getting a lot more hours now.. those people love me.. cause a customer wrote an email to the big bosses about how great I am haha and now everyone loves me. HA.ehh. lol. =/  its not too bad but I want another job! I've now applied at Jamba Juice at McCarthy Ranch =] hopefully Charidee can get me in! woo! HA that would be super. 2 jobs for the summer. I cant wait! then i can actually save up for something! an apartment or my own car! =D that would be great!

JACKA! wha wha! John. Aileen, Chris, Kris, and Annie! we have reunited! last weekend we all hung out at Aileen's went to Bubble...and Tapioca Express then Hollywood Video then back to Aileen's to watch Garden State..where I fell asleep =]

so Friday I was scheduled to work 6-10. but saturday was my brothers 21st birthday.. and I was scheduled 1-10pm! wtf is that! haha so friday I went in acting all sick and shit.. all I wanted to do was act sick on friday and call in sick on saturday... but guess what! I did such a good acting job.. they sent me home 2 hours early on friday! HAHA and thats when i went with JACKA.. then saturday I called in! woo! haha I stayed for the party =D. damn im good!  then easter on sunday I worked then picked up Charidee and went to my grandmas. then Tuesday was my sisters 13th birthday =] I was scheduled to work again but I gave my hours to someone else. Gee am I slick or what?! LOL.

Speaking of road trips Charidee wants me to come with her and slyvester on their trip to San Diego this summer. I really want to go because I've never been to SD. Jimmy is down in SD..and he's going to be leaving overseas soon =/ pray for that guy. =]  I was thinking the other day.. I was watching Boy Meet World and Corey had to choose who was going to be his best man Shawn or Eric.. I thought hmm who would I pick?! Vince my brother... Jimmy..or if i got a new best friend...that guy!? lol. strange..I know.. haha

I wonder how Alex Baker is...hmm or Kaitie Wong.. or Vanessa Leypon or Natalie Agbayani or Jackie Yea.. damn I've lost a lot of people that meant so much to me so fast.. where's Michelle Booth!? Lara Estrada..Christina Tran...Valarie Duran..Linda Pham.. James Lu...Patricia Le..its like I never even knew a lot of them anymore.. kinda depressing. but I guess I can only hope for the best  and to one day reunite with all of them.

well that is all for this update.. i think im going to try to be productive and do something today =]

 well yeah. blah. hahaha okay. breakfast was good this morning. and well... now i have a final. thats it. fuckin work today and hopefully call in sick tomorrow =] alright then. thats all. lol a month and a half later i finally update.. and thats what i have to say. HAHA. thanks for the people who actually check this thing HA. alright. laterrr

First Day of Winter Quarter!

mostly good times i think.. First i woke up this morning at hmm. 7am? took my sister to school, was scared to death cause my car was screaming the whole way! then after i dropped them off a little later it stopped, so i was like alright! then came home, read the paper and got ready. got dropped off went through the quad area and saw yabba so she walked me to my class which was around the corner, then we talked for a little bit saw some people..renier and i forget who else..we laughed about how i'm going to be taking English 1a for the FOURTH TIME! twice at state, and when i take it again, twice at De Anza.. damn i really am stupid. anyways. went inside and coincidentally there was Kris Sendayen! so then just talked then saw Kenneth Melton then Rhoella something sat near us... and then class started so yeah. me and Kris were talking about stuff and this girl down near the bottom looked pretty darn cute! i was like oh hey! haha so yeah then end of class i walked by the girl and she still looked pretty good! i was like oh man! then i saw her standing up... ehhh not too good! kinda of just like no im good kinda thing. but hey beautiful face! haha! then oh yeah! Mai! Mai is in that class too! Kris thinks she looks good! and hey i doubt Mai will ever read this so.. yeah i cant argue that! haha. so me and kris walked out and saw j. fong but it was cold so we kept walking and talking bout people, no names thank you very much. went to the food center and sat down, then saw LARA ESTRADA! PATRICIA LE! & DENNIS MAI!  good times! oh yeah! then i saw this guy Christian from like sophomore year! damn hella old. caught up w/ him and talked w/ lara, patricia, and dennis. they left so me and kris went back inside. saw Kaitie but we didnt say anything. then we were looking for good looking girls, couldnt find to many, but i will not deny it..there were some! haha.

later on i was walking w/ Kris to his car and MIKE TRANG! oh man! i was like hey! i got dropped from that class i was supposed to have w/ him. stupid me!  so me and him gotta chill sometime! so yeah kris left and then walked by uhmm what's her name from math class a couple times. then went to my PEACE STUDIES class half an hour early so i walked all the way to my car to get pens cause i forgot writing utensils. lol. parked the car much closer. then went to class. FUCK! 12 people in the damn class. pretty boring for sure! i still have to pay for that.. ehh who knows if i will stay there. then went back to food center and saw CASEY TOLOSA! oh yeah and earlier with Kris i saw MAUREEN REYES! & MELINDA PARUCHA! good times. so i sat w/ Casey and we just talked bout HUMAN SEXUALITY cuz we both have it, just not together. she told me about a guy who was staring at her through 2 holes on his newspaper. haha creepy. then left. got something to eat and went to HUMAN SEXUALITY. walked in didnt know anyone then saw a guy named JIM from independence, then i saw NATHAN and oh man! the KAITIE WANNABE that i saw smoking last quarter! shes in there too! kinda stuck up. anyways and 2 other 'hot' asian girls. but i think one looks much better than the other.. anyways yeah seems like its going to be a fun class! the teacher had a penis in her bag, and she was just kinda funny. so yeah then left. and heard some white girl talking about her class. she seemed kinda ignorant. but hey! what can you do. then came home at and watched tv and slept then now im doing this. tomorrow is a new day. hopefully its good! alright. LATER!.